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home is where i'm living as hard as i can

by Kaho Matsui

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brother 03:48
Is the water poisoned? Feels like it's always been this way before anyone died What's making you hurt this much? You deserve it more than anyone else Even me Because I wanna tear this house down Every time it happens You know this all too well All too well Like the back of your hand, like a brother, like pain in your chest It just happens all of the time I'm just hurt, I'm rotting, I'm scared Can I call you again Can I call you again and again and again
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Lucky me, lucky you Can i call it home? Can I call it a grave?
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Drown the self you hate Someone can drive you home Or I could meet you in between Make sure you didn’t die Bloody mattress phobia But that’s so long ago Can’t remember asking If you’re still safe When we’re 65 I’ll find another porch to stand on We can scare each other to death Like nothing ever happened Cause nothing’s gonna happen to us And look at my face and tell me You won’t lose a fight against me And look at my face and promise me you won’t die before me Before me

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released October 3, 2023

for my brother kyran and for myself

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